Having your heart break daily is one of the worst parts about this. Theres always a split second where I think "oh, il send Jeremy a text!" but then the realization sits in. Its heart wrenching. I think about you everyday and nothing will ever change my feelings for you. I still cry every night, and talk to you like your sitting right beside me. I wish there was a way I could know you were alright. Id take anything, even if it were only in a dream, just to know your okay. I love you Jeremt. I still remember the day I gave you that nickname, i Was so tired of saying jeremy, so I said Jeremt and it just stuck. The best part of my summers was s